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August 17, 2011

The 17th of August

Lol at the title . I don't know how to put the words together.
Anywaaaaaay. Today is the Independence Day of Indonesia *\(^o^)/*
And no study XD (just for today u__u)
And because we went home early, Putri and Qisti went to my house :D

August 16, 2011

Fasting Time

August, 1st 2011 - August, 16th 2011
It has been 16 days ? Yeah it is. This year fasting time is not really hard. I don't know. Maybe this is because I'm already used to it. And this means holiday gonna start soon. I really wish I can go to my hometown. It's simply because I really want to visit Dad's grave. And Granny's too. And I want to meet my Aunt and my Cousin as well.
But mom won't take me there. She said because of the economic situation. I think if I go alone, it won't need so much money. But then she said she doesn't want a part of her family is gone on Ied day. This means I really have no chance to go there.


Mom promised me to buy a netbook. But she always busy with her things, and until now, we haven't go yet. I want ASUS Eee PC T101MT soooo badly D:
I've been drooling over this stuff for a long time.I wish mom will take me there anytime soon. Or at least, I wish she'll allow me to go there by myself and buy it fast u___u

April 04, 2011

HIATUS

HIATUS MODE ON
-will not posting anything untill God knows when-

March 23, 2011

Minho sing "Oh My God" in SHINee World concert

OH MY GOD!! MINHO!! YAH!!!!


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i want it all it all it all~

Late? I KNOW. i know u,u .. i don't want to seeing his performance because he showed off his abs ;______; . it's not Minho that i know /slapped.
But today! Yeah today! March 23rd I finally watch his performance and i was like OH MY GOD! It's me who has to say OH MY GOD you $#^!*(#@$^_*%
seriously. your movements .. your expression (especially in that gif ^ ) and you who looks like you moaning when you say oh my gosh ;_____;
damnit Minho! You *%$#$#&* ;________; .
you are getting more handsome and more appealing day by day ;______; .

January 30, 2011

Hamster

A little hamster my brother bought yesterday. It was in the corner of it's cage so i can't take a good photo. We haven't buy a proper cage yet. Gonna buy it soon.

January 08, 2011

clay ...

Baru aja bikin clay menggunakan tepung terigu, lem fox, dan pewarna dengan warna merah cabe.
Pembuatannya mudah.tapi lumayan ribet. Udah gitu merah cabe nya jadi kayak merah darah. Berasa megang organ tubuh dalam manusia hii. . . Yg kanan itu punya tifan, yg kiri itu bakpao punya gw keke

December 26, 2010

putih merah-putih biru-putih abu

Hari ini jadwal mentor ke PLANETARIUM.

Kayaknya udah berabad-abad gak kesana. Terakhir seinget gw waktu SD. Itu juga masih kecil banget.

Tapi ternyata setelah menempuh perjalanan cukup jauh, Planetarium nya TUTUP. T^T

Jadi akhirnya kita berkeliling di sekitar Taman Ismail Marzuki dan makan pagi-siang bersama.

Setelah makan, akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk pergi ke tempat lain. Berhubung Planetariumnya tutup, mau ngapain juga disana. Jadi kami ke Gramedia Matraman. Padahal udah berharap banget itu bakal liat bintang. Apalagi bintang di Jakarta udah gak keliatan gara-gara lampu kota yang sangat terang benderang mengalahkan cahaya bintang.

Di Gramedia juga cuma jalan gak tentu arah. Tapi akhirnya gw beli buku catatan yang sampulnya terbuat dari kulit. Menurut gw bukunya lucu. Warnanya hitam. Sampulnya bertekstur *iyalah..kulit =___= *

Pulang dari Gramedia, Gw, Qisti, Putri mampir ke Don's Burger di PGC. Bertiga kita beli 5 beef burger+keju, 1 special burger, 1 kentang, dan dua softdrink. Alhasil itu bikin perut kenyang banget.
Selesai makan, kami pulang kerumah masing-masing.

Nah! Dijalan pulang gatau kenapa gw mikir kayak gini :
Dulu jamannya pake seragam Putih Merah gw ngerasa aman banget. Masih anak-anak. Orang dewasa cenderung melindungi anak-anak berseragam Putih Merah .
Seragam Putih Biru..Jamannya bandel. Gak aman. Serampangan. Labil. Gak bisa naik motor tanpa merasa was-was di jalan raya.
Seragam Putih Abu. Udah bisa punya KTP. Udah bisa punya SIM. Udah bisa jaga sikap. Kalo mau jalan-jalan naik motor pake seragam juga biasa aja. Udah bisa mikir. Harusnya udah bisa lebih dewasa.
Disini ini yang gw bingung. Kok kayaknya gw gak dewasa-dewasa ya? Padahal bentar lagi udah mau 17 tahun. Udah bakal punya KTP. Terhitung sebagai warga negara yang sah. Tapi sepertinya kelakuan gw masih jauh dari dewasa...
Sebenernya, Dewasa itu apa sih? biar gw bisa bilang gw belum dewasa. Gw juga ga ngerti mesti dewasa itu kayak gimana..
yak kayaknya itu celotehan asal gw hari ini.. gara-gara kecapekan kali ya +_+..

November 27, 2010

Love Light - CN.BLUE

 because of WGM i loved this song..
check the lyrics under the cut

these days....

akhir akhir ini masalah dateng terus ... ga ada berhentinya...
tapi yah namanya hidup masa iya ga ada masalah...
sekarang lagi nyoba nyelesein satu-satu.. Bismillah semoga berhasil..

November 24, 2010

I have nobody to depend on right now

haha... it seems that the title says everything....
maybe not... i don't know ...
these days i feel so hard to live..
problems keep getting on my way and prevent me to do what i really want to.
people keep putting negative impressions on me when they don't really know anything about me.
if they keep on to be like that, i can't help but to think about it and forgetting the other things which is maybe more important than this.
maybe this is just a simple problem, but it getting bigger because it's not done yet.
it drives me insane.

my body seemed not to work.. i barely feel anything.. just because something like this..

these days i keep saying nonsenses..
my thoughts keep going everywhere when my body is just staying in one place.
i can't focus on one thing..

i don't want to go back to the time where loneliness surrounding around me.

November 21, 2010

useless...stupid...

Ah~ I haven't post anything here lately...
Even my posting is not really interesting to read but i think this is what i really can do to keep my memories in my life... so when i grown-up, i can go back to the time where i want to .. haha...
ugh, what am i talking about =____=a

So F.CUZ makes their comeback with "MIDNIGHT SUN"...
But i didn't watch their performance in music bank on Friday. Since i was busy at school ..
There was an event in UNJ(Universitas Negeri Jakarta).. It's japanese festival which i forgot the name, and my "family"(?) went there when i can't.. because my mom didn't allowed me to go.. I felt really upset with myself since i can't help them a lot and i think i'm getting didn't care about them and then i can't go even just for support them....I think i really am useless... and stupid...and can't take any responsibilities for everything....why i keep talking about this nonsense anyway????

I don't know what to do since i'm getting so far away from them.. .i can't be there when they need me,,, will they by my side when i need them?  i don't think so.. i must prepare myself for that time.. the time when i need them the most but maybe they won't be there..
sigh i think that's all what i want to say for now... bye bye~

November 09, 2010

Fanart Key

Jadi hari ini saat pelajaran seni, pak eko gamasuk.
Jadi kita disuruh gambar bebas. Jadinya karena bosan aku menggambar Key :D
Berdasarkan dua gambar dia yg asli dan dijadiin 1, jadilah Key <3
Ga begitu bagus sih, tapi lumayan lah. Ya kan? Ufufu

November 07, 2010

Kerudung Bertopeng

buset dah..emang gw pahlawan bertopeng apa? Ck.. ngatain seenaknya. nyebelin tau ga?!

*maaf ya ga jelas =___="

November 02, 2010

Rainbow oh Rainbow


what a beautiful rainbow XD
jarang-jarang nemu yang beginian di jakarta.. entah, mungkin udah berapa tahun terakhir gapernah liat pelangi :)
akhirnya ada juga :D

October 28, 2010

Hoot SNSD

Kyaa~ MV keluar loh :D
ada Siwon nya juga :D

October 27, 2010

Jonghyun - Shin Se Kyung Berbahagialah

YAK AYO AYO ADA BERITA BARU!! *heboh*
agak telat sih, tapi yg mau membaca silahkan dilanjutkan :)

October 23, 2010

QR Code

qrcode this is QR Code .. I really love this .. . and I'll post my story at "Story" pages with this QR code :D

October 22, 2010

10 Reasons To Love You

10 Reasons To Love You ❤

First, your heart, like a tree that give me rest
Second, your smile, like the sunshine glow brightly upon me
Third, your hand, who keeps me in your arms every time it's get difficult
Fourth, your warmth, make my heart warm
Fifth, your tears, I've to work harder
Sixth, your prayers, strengthen my drooping shoulder
Seventh, your expressions, make the sulky me laugh
Eighth, your voice, because you're giving me strength
Ninth, your steps, everyday come to find the pitiful me.
Tenth is the gift that is you
I'm really happy cause it's you

-lee seok hoon;10 reasons to love you-

Nonton Orphan

Yak karena lg nunggu kak ikky ga dateng dateng,anak2 yg lain nonton orphan pake laptop putri. Tapi gw ga ikutan --a
Anak-anak itu ialah : qisti, klarisa, silvi, putri, ully, rahma, ulfah, tasya, della, ninis, farah, rica tadinya ga ikut terus jadi ikut sama zahra ga nonton juga kayaknya --a

My Onigiri Bag

TA~ DA~
Yak jadi kemarin(oct 21 2010) oni bag nyampe di rumah nunu.
Dan hari ini dibawa sama nunu. Duh senangnya XD
Lucu banget XD